Tonight my coworkers asked me,
As they always do,
“When do you want to take your break?”
“I don’t usually take them.” My standard reply.
I don’t say why. That some nights the tears are too close.
That I love the memories despite the pain they cause,
Because they are of you. Because they bring you near again,
And the pain of the separation is even worse,
Than the pain of remembering.